feel shame for my parents and stuff, that i dont really do anything or leave house much

poor earth people

frick man

boring days lately, dang.

i cant even play heroes of the storm, my favorite game, on this laptop

maybe if i move out i can play it

but id just be bored of that too probably

crud man

apathy

apathetic

boredom

shame

these are all powerful

i just want to do whippits all day i guess

what else is there to do in life?? besides whip

sigh

self destruction woe is me etc etc, i know you guys dont want to see complaining

i kind of get fueled by it though, reading peoples misery

idk if your that way too

every night for a long time id read depression forums and read peoples misery

idk why

i resonated with it

and these people, despite saying they had 0 IQ, which perhaps i also have since no talent = no IQ,

theyre posts seemed so damn sophisticated and beautifully written

i was enamored by it

and i still from time to time browse the forums to read them

depressing stuff has been an addiction

ive been addicted to a few things,

self misery, mountain dew, jerking, depresing stuff, big foot, ghosts, etc.

anyways,

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