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lifes kinda boring as heck sometimes

Posted by ZabuJard - July 29th, 2020


feel shame for my parents and stuff, that i dont really do anything or leave house much


poor earth people


frick man


boring days lately, dang.


i cant even play heroes of the storm, my favorite game, on this laptop


maybe if i move out i can play it


but id just be bored of that too probably


crud man


apathy


apathetic


boredom


shame


these are all powerful


i just want to do whippits all day i guess


what else is there to do in life?? besides whip


sigh


self destruction woe is me etc etc, i know you guys dont want to see complaining


i kind of get fueled by it though, reading peoples misery


idk if your that way too


every night for a long time id read depression forums and read peoples misery


idk why


i resonated with it


and these people, despite saying they had 0 IQ, which perhaps i also have since no talent = no IQ,


theyre posts seemed so damn sophisticated and beautifully written


i was enamored by it


and i still from time to time browse the forums to read them


depressing stuff has been an addiction


ive been addicted to a few things,


self misery, mountain dew, jerking, depresing stuff, big foot, ghosts, etc.


anyways,


the end


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