"the most important part of things is your first impression,"

is that where i messed all of life up? during the impressions part?

Did i make the wrong first impressions with people to end up where I am now?

are first impressions really the most imporant thing when it comes to life after all?

the first impression.. ........

thinking back now, my first impresions were quite timid and apatehtic, apprehensive, yet

deep down kind i hope

but no one was even able to see that, all they saw was NOTHING

they saw nothing, who became nothing!

they saw right thought me, INVISIBLE TRASH

they saw through it, with no deepness, all invisible

dead leaves, they see thru them on my impressions, well

THEYRE THE SCUM, THEY SHOULD BE PUNISHED NOT ME

IM NOT THE SCUM I SHOULDNT BE PUNSIHED

IT SHOULD BE THEM, THEY SHOULD

not have what they have

it should all be equal...it shud be fair and equal

it shouldnt have turned out like this..................................................................................................

i get it already, a flower that shouldnt have bloomed but did

i get it already '

i get it

but why