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Thinking about dropping out of psychology again and going to art school instead

vote 5 on my new games to keep it that way :D

or vote 0 so i can get banned again LOL

Probably won't focus on newgrounds too much anymore since when I post stuff I just get banned very quickly for two weeks so there's no real point. I did what I came here to do, I made more "games" then any other user combined. So I'm proud. I've done every game idea you can think of anyways. This place isn't helping me you know? It's just a nice website with creative fun people. Ill probably be in rehab or a group home for a long time anyways. But please wish me luck that I can somehow not drop out of school again, which I really want to do, or luck that I can finally get a job that doesn't make we want to kill myself so I can finally leave these places and be independent. Thanks guys for everything. I will still post some blog updates here probably and some art too! -jare

Ill try to make you guys some shitty games and try to stop getting banned. Hope you guys had a cool Christmas and new years. I was banned for making DDR games, the mods really hate those apparently.

Most people are here for four months. I'm glad I can use my phone and stuff, the last several rehabs I was at were no tech allowed, but fuck man I'm not even a fucking drug addict but my parents think I'm sick or broken or crazy or whatever so now I'm here in this situation, on several fucking head meds, away from my home, in shithole las Angeles, and then when I'm done with this then what? Where the fuck do I go after this? Also Tom fulp banned me from audio portal for a month lol. IDK why. But yeah happy New year's and shit

But I'm going back to rehab after Christmas for another long period of time :((((( but anyway yayyy feels so nice to finally be out of LA! MERRY CHRISTMAS NEWGROUNDSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! PARTY

Sort of like this one. But hard to do in rehab. ill be here foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

prepare the portal for a disaster (still at rehab btw probly be here a long time)

the spam CANNOT stop it can NEVER stop!!!!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

A FEATHER A LUMP OF COAL AND A STICK!!

by far nicest rehab ive ever been to (fulp tried to keep me discouraged but it failed)

they'll let me use the computer to do homework here sometimes, so i will try to be online sometimes.

it costs 60k a month here, and the staff is very friendly.

overall its kind of like a hotel place thing.

i bet fulp is fucking jealous just thinking about it, heck he's seething right now

nice try fulp but it looks like im the real winner here

so you can just front page my coom and eat your just desserts!

also whoever sent me here, LOOK OUT when i am released. bye for now.