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Age 33
neet/DEI Specialist
B.S. in Pychology ✟✟✟
Neptune (LA) ✟✟✟
Joined on 7/26/07
Posted by ZabuJard - August 2nd, 2020
"the most important part of things is your first impression,"
is that where i messed all of life up? during the impressions part?
Did i make the wrong first impressions with people to end up where I am now?
are first impressions really the most imporant thing when it comes to life after all?
the first impression.. ........
thinking back now, my first impresions were quite timid and apatehtic, apprehensive, yet
deep down kind i hope
but no one was even able to see that, all they saw was NOTHING
they saw nothing, who became nothing!
they saw right thought me, INVISIBLE TRASH
they saw through it, with no deepness, all invisible
dead leaves, they see thru them on my impressions, well
THEYRE THE SCUM, THEY SHOULD BE PUNISHED NOT ME
IM NOT THE SCUM I SHOULDNT BE PUNSIHED
IT SHOULD BE THEM, THEY SHOULD
not have what they have
it should all be equal...it shud be fair and equal
it shouldnt have turned out like this..................................................................................................
i get it already, a flower that shouldnt have bloomed but did
i get it already '
i get it
but why
Posted by ZabuJard - July 29th, 2020
feel shame for my parents and stuff, that i dont really do anything or leave house much
poor earth people
frick man
boring days lately, dang.
i cant even play heroes of the storm, my favorite game, on this laptop
maybe if i move out i can play it
but id just be bored of that too probably
crud man
apathy
apathetic
boredom
shame
these are all powerful
i just want to do whippits all day i guess
what else is there to do in life?? besides whip
sigh
self destruction woe is me etc etc, i know you guys dont want to see complaining
i kind of get fueled by it though, reading peoples misery
idk if your that way too
every night for a long time id read depression forums and read peoples misery
idk why
i resonated with it
and these people, despite saying they had 0 IQ, which perhaps i also have since no talent = no IQ,
theyre posts seemed so damn sophisticated and beautifully written
i was enamored by it
and i still from time to time browse the forums to read them
depressing stuff has been an addiction
ive been addicted to a few things,
self misery, mountain dew, jerking, depresing stuff, big foot, ghosts, etc.
anyways,
the end
Posted by ZabuJard - July 27th, 2020
push tom fulp off a cliff
push bowsette off a cliff
fart in kim possibles mouth
strangle kim possible in my broom closet
kim strangles me in closet
we strangle each other, in closet
high five tom fulp
kiss tom fulps wife (on the cheek) out of respect
WRITE YOUR IDEAS DOWN BELOW I WILL MAKE THEM
Posted by ZabuJard - July 22nd, 2020
the mayans drink from the sacred temple of Cum! they are aware of our essence our very nature what makes us humanly possible, kim possible
the mayans drink of the blood that they spill thru their own heart sacrafice rituals they bellieve in several gods, even more blood to drink like vampires
mayan heart patterns are everywhere even in our own urine and fetal material tissue makeup seleciton, mayans can create endless possibiltiies though their own spiritual cum, they can think as far as tom fulp into the nether dimensions of power and personality, mayan blood is powerful and deadly
mayans will come back from the dead to slay us and retake their spot on the hiearchy of humanity its only a matter of time,
(Ohmmmmm, Ohmmmm, Ohmmm ) - mayan secret psychadelic mantras, every possiblitly of human awareness is another missed oppurtunity at spiritualism, a chance for spirituality is every picosecond of every day we live on Airth, the planet of Air, the prince of Air, the King and Queen of Air, its Princes and principalities
the mayans share a destiny with Adolf Hitler to rule the planet , they will return to take their spot on the throne they will return we can all feel their return very very close, listen to your hearthbeat, 120BPM (beats per material) the oncoming flow of blood, to your brain, your spirit side awakening, your eyes opening for the second time, your firth breath from out of the womb, every seconds becomes another possibily to breathe and fuck. breath comes from the mantra of the diseased , the dead know all kinds of pain, they will stay dead as they are obsessed addicted with pleasure and pain which is how they died in the first place, all humans fear death and fear until they feel death and become addicted to the sensation of all dead creatures and insects, stepping on a mosquito only fuels their erections into cyber communion with the holy one, the grandfather of all insects, the mosquito king. let him sting our balls into obscurity with his massive stinger to which we only feel complete pleasure unto the end, his eternal stinger, felt by all but only understood by a select few, we are the select few.